Gullu Kandrou

  • United Kingdom
  • Southampton
  • This was one of the first pictures we took after we found out about the miscarriage of our baby boy. We sat in the cold for over an hour, in and out of the car, pacing back and forth waiting for the doctor to call. We’d spent a week on tenter hooks waiting for this call. Absolutely exhausted from crying not knowing but secretly knowing all along. Wishing we could change the outcome. Finally the call came and near sunset our hearts sank with the waning sun. We let go that day as the sun said goodbye so did we. We said goodbye to dreams unfulfilled, to a whole life unlived and yet a whole world you imagined so loved and full that you wish you could have held. 

    baby I knew you from the moment I first felt your kick. You will always be with me.